Wednesday, 16 October 2013

One Coin : Two sides

Around six months we were chatting with each other. On 28th January 2010 We met after many failed attempts in urge to see and to know more about each other. An accidental friendship on Orkut was about to take a step further. I never knew that I will ever fall for any girl at first sight!
But she was something else unlike those girls out there. The very first moment I landed my eyes on her, I was awestruck. I wanted her to know that how fast my heart was beating like it was trying to say that YES! Mohit she's the one for you just melt her heart for yourself. But then I recollected myself and brought myself into the reality.  She took her hand out of her blazer, offered me the first sensation and touch of her body and while trying my best to present myself as a gentleman I shook hand with her. From our school's secondary block's main corridor we walked out in the playground covered with thick layer of fog making the glimpse of her more difficult for me. I was shy enough to initiate but side by side trying to hide my nervousness as it was my first time I decided to meet a girl. Well we started talking I flaunted a little and she was serious with her talks, talked about our families, our interests. A lovely chat with her came to an end & we both got back to our classes. we spent more hours with each other on orkut after our first meet. Two days later I sent her an E-mail to tell what I feel for her, yes an E-mail!

"J.....

It is not very long since I have known you, but you have changed me and my life after coming into it.I want to speak truth through this mail and open my heart and reveal a secret to you. I think that this is the right time for me to tell you. I want to say the simple and plain truth that I love you. I love you not only because of your extraordinarily beautiful looks, but also because of your kind mind. I must say that I discovered that your shyness is coupled with courage.

I am not ashamed of telling this world that I love you.Your unusual simplicity and feminine qualities always fills my mind with ecstasy. Like a thread which binds the garland, your innate beauty binds your lovable personality. Your beauty and love can not be expressed by words. The fragrance and secret of your love lies concealed in your sweet smile. Your lustrous budding lips and sparkling damsel eyes always flashes the screen of my mind.

I hope you feel the same for me. I here by commit all my love and life to you. I love and adore you. I long to hold you in my arms, kiss your hand and hug you. You are every thing for me.

Yours M"


Next day I received a mail from her side and it was a "YES". I was lucky enough to have her by my side. The consecution of meetings was increasing day by day letting us to know more about each other. We spent a good time with each other while gathering ourselves in-numerous memorable moments. We laughed,we cried,we bunked,we flunked. But as said "Which begins will end one day" so as we.

"THE LAST LETTER I GOT FROM HER"

Dated :- 13-Dec-2010 Monday

All the events of our relation were piled up in it. My flaws,her decisions & promises. But at last
it was a break up letter and I was standing there all shattered with a tale unspoken. I cried, I tried my hard to change the averse she developed for me. But it was written in my fate.

Now........

On 17th October 2013 It has been almost three years, YES! three terrible and painful years. The pain was running down through my eyes. In December 2010 she walked away as If I had committed a crime. A crime which cannot be healed or reversed. I was a criminal in my own eyes. I let her go as It wasn't worth stopping her that time.
In Between she met me again on 4th December 2012 but this time on Facebook,we got friends. We exchanged our numbers late night chats started taking place but this time wasn't like the earlier one. This time our first meeting turned out negative and she cried while going back her home. She moved on but I'm still standing here waiting for a miracle to happen. I stare at my cellphone's screen hoping a notification tone will bring her back to me!








2 comments:

  1. Deepika Singh rajpoot21 October 2013 at 00:50

    Q gae wo apko chod kar?? :/
    U deserve btr, who will stand with u in every thick and thin

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I don't know the reason.....and may be I deserve better or I wasn't the one she deserves!

      Delete